kick ass schedule

January 22, 2010

I just want to say, this semester I have a kick ass schedule. My week starts on Monday at 1:00, then I stay to also teach a night class that night. Teach Tues. & Thurs. at 9:25am and 12:15pm. On Wed. I teach one class at 1:00. NO CLASS ON FRIDAY (3-day weekend if needed)!

Of course the reality is we are working in our offices the rest of the day and at home most evenings.

Last semester I had an extra class (which made 5 in one semester) and nearly 120 students. It was way too much, I nearly collapsed. I am so relieved this semester. It gives me a great sense of freedom to have Fridays to do whatever work I want and to not teach.

Why Lil Monkey black baby doll?

January 21, 2010

Weeks ago, I wrote a piece titled, “Lil Monkey Black Baby Doll” on this blog. It was my thoughts on the fiasco committed by Costco stores, in putting two baby dolls out for sale, one white and one black. No problem there, except they named the black one “Lil Monkey” and put a banana in its hand, and named the white one “Pretty Panda” with a bottle or something else in its hand. You can read the piece for my detailed reaction.

I just thought I’d write about it being the one and only piece that is consistently and repeatedly searched for and read, on my blog. It FREAKS ME OUT, people!! What the heck?? Are we so obsessed?

What is it about this piece that grabs people’s attention to the point that I get 100 searches on it in one week?

Yes it deals with racism, but so does the piece on the swimming pool in Philadelphia. So does the piece on Henry Louis Gates. Is it the fact that it’s about racism, children and dolls? No one ever comments, they just look it up. Makes me think some instructor is pointing students to it, I don’t know. One person did write to me and thought I was saying it was okay, somehow, for Costco to sell the dolls the way they did. I have no idea how he could think that from reading my post, but he did. His comments were so angry and full of profanity that I deleted them.

so you tell me, why the fascination with this post? What else can we talk about, or is there more to say on that one issue but nobody’s speaking up?

the Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.

January 18, 2010

I refuse to accept the view that mankind is so tragically bound to the starless midnight of racism and war that the bright daybreak of peace and brotherhood can never become a reality… I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional love will have the final word.
Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

desire for pilgrimage

January 14, 2010

I reach across a chasm

but cannot get there,

Who would have guessed,

if I did not see you then,

that before I would ever see your face

it would be 5 more years, to 10?

My love, my longing, my aching heart,

I feel the gentle breezes of your closeness,

as I wander amidst the gardens,

How I long to make the journey to be near you,

to appease my fluttering heart,

For some, it is done so easily,

for others, we wait an eternity,

Who knows the reasons why.

trial of Bahai’s in Iran

January 12, 2010

Today there are 7 adult members of the Baha’i Faith supposedly going on trial in Iran. The Bahai’s are the largest religious minority in Iran. We are the 2nd most global religion, after Christianity, meaning we are establishedas a religious group throughout the world. Iran is the land of our birth. The Faith began there. Because it comes after Muhammed, we are considered “heretics,” though the teachings of the Baha’i Faith preach unity of mankind, unity of religions, one God for all humankind, elimination of prejudices, equality of men and women, and a spiritual solution to the economic problem. The Bahai’s in Iran are the scapegoats for all of Iran’s ills. It is hard for the people of Iran, and now the world, to know who they are because authorities tell deliberate and unfounded lies about them, simply to take attention away from themselves. Think of how the early Christians were treated after the death of Christ. Fed to the lions.

Today, in Iran, these seven harmless souls are being fed to the lions. May they meet the face of their Lord at every turn, in every corner of Evian prison, at every moment of their ridiculous trial.

“Hounds are on the trail of the gazelles of the field of divine unity, and the pheasant in the mountains of heavenly guidance is pursued by the ravens of envy . . . O God Omnipotent, do Thou shield us and be our refuge and, O Lord of Being, show forth Thy might and dominion.”  –Baha’u’llah, Baha’i prayers.

a few more hidden words (31-32). . .

January 10, 2010

These are the next in line, of the Hidden Words of Baha’u’llah. They have to do with our flight to the next world. When I think of what I was taught in Sunday School, they are just an expansion of those ideas. It is not so much a physical heaven or hell, but what our spirit would feel in a spiritual sense. Jesus said, “In my Father’s house are many mansions.” The Christian’s desire is to be with Him. We are also responsible for our actions. It is the same thing in the Hidden Words.

Here are nos. 31-32:

31. O SON OF BEING!
Bring thyself to account each day ere thou art summoned to a reckoning; for death, unheralded, shall come upon thee and thou shalt be called to give account for thy deeds.

32. O SON OF THE SUPREME!
I have made death a messenger of joy to thee. Wherefore dost thou grieve? I made the light to shed on thee its splendor. Why dost thou veil thyself therefrom?

 (Baha’u’llah, The Arabic Hidden Words)

get in gear!!

January 10, 2010

OKAY, it’s almost curtain time. I have to get in gear for this semester. I am blessed with a job in my field, a minor that a lot of students want, and a major that some students want. 🙂  (Criminal Justice/Sociology)

I am invited to 3 conferences in one semester. My Purdue buddies are networking with me. So I can’t complain.

So much of me wants to just coast. I’m too old for this!! My old library job where I never had to think, is sometimes SO appealing. But I make double what I made there. So again, nothing to complain about, right.

I live in the sunny south, where the sun is once again streaming in through my window with a view of our tranquil pond out back. No complaining.

There is a layer of ICE over it, and our temps are running 15-20 degrees BELOW NORMAL once again, but— whatever. Our highs will reach the 50s next week. Can’t complain.

Why is it so hard to get in gear for this semester?? GEEZ.

Oh– I know why. The stress of last semester. 118 students and an extra class. The stress of a new job where I am trying to earn tenure, without which we lose our house. That could be some of it….  hmm… But really, all is going pretty well. Lots to be thankful for. I need to get it together. “Just do it” as they say.

I will list below my “workspace”  with the sun streaming in, and my view.

back home in South Carolina 2010

January 4, 2010

It is nice to be back home in South Carolina, after 10 days of sleeping in other people’s beds, with other pillows, not in charge of my own things. We spent a week with Al’s parents, which is a good thing. They are getting older and having more physical problems. I watched Grandma Black give herself an insulin shot in the mornings, after fixing us all coffee and breakfast; listened to both of them get frustrated with each other because neither of them can hear what the other one is saying, and saw them both fall asleep in chairs about as soon as they sat down. But heaven forbid, we’re not all out of bed at 6am!! Of course, I didn’t GET out of bed at 6am, so they were constantly waiting for me to finally wake up, around 8-8:30. Grandma has nothing but decaffeinated coffee. She has this wonderful-tasting “Vanilla bean latte” though, and we brought our own teas. They don’t give Xmas presents anymore, but she still had all the cookies, fudge, banana bread and other sweets that the whole family looks forward to. As for me, I get a jar of my favorite “Chex mix” which tastes like none other.

While visiting Wisconsin, we awoke to windows frosted over with ice, since it was 2 degrees F. The weather in Lafayette, though, was the same, and when we awoke here in South Carolina this morning it was reportedly 19 degrees, which is unheard of down here. I walked twice around the pond, and for the first time saw a thin sheet of ice forming around the edges. BUT, the highs will reach into the 40s the rest of the week, and the ice will disappear.

I am depressed thinking of all the work I have to do before classes start next week Wed. But at least I have until next week Wed. . . My husband is upstairs working at his online job this morning.

Traffic on the way home was heavy, no accidents, though we saw a number of people pulled over, some having car problems, some having speeding problems and stopped by the police. We *did* drive 20 or so extra miles and reached the VIRGINIA state line, when doing the detour around the rock slide on Hwy 40, evidently missing the 26E turnoff. That was very frustrating. We had to retrace our drive, and didn’t get home until 11:30pm. Just before reaching the Chapin exit, I finally reached Level 6, in fact going on to Level 7, and beat my grandson Caspian’s score on “Brick breaker” on my cell phone.

Nice to be back home in South Carolina. Today I balance the checkbook, pay off a bill, go pick up our mail which is held at the big Chapin post office, go downtown and turn on the water in our name (since we now “bought” our house), and maybe get a little groceries to make dinner. During this break, we were at least driving through the states of: South Carolina, North Carolina, Tennessee, Kentucky, Indiana, Illinois, Wisconsin, AND Virginia.

new year’s resolution

December 31, 2009

I like to make a new year’s resolution. I think it is worthwhile. Even if you don’t remember it a year later, you have thought through what is something you need t0 work on, or something you’d like to see yourself doing . . .

So I have just one simple one, this year. Start a savings account, with my measly little “Purdue retirement” check, which ain’t much, and ignore it. Let it build up. Let’s see if I have a little savings a year from now.

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone. I will be glad to get back home to my sunny south. Being in Indiana this week reminds me of the endless days of gray. Winter here is not only cold, which you can learn to deal with, but it is endless gray days of continual clouds.

forbidden to utter slander

December 31, 2009

According to the direct and sacred command of God we are forbidden to utter slander, are commanded to show forth peace and amity, are exhorted to rectitude of conduct, straightforwardness and harmony with all the kindreds and peoples of the world.

 (Abdu’l-Baha, The Will and Testament, p. 7)

What is slander?

1 : the utterance of false charges or misrepresentations which defame and damage another’s reputation
2 : a false and defamatory oral statement about a person — compare libel