Archive for November, 2025

End of semester

November 24, 2025

This semester,

One student’s grandmother died,

another had an untimely family death,

one wants to be a counselor for LGBTQ+ teens

and was encouraged to find research

on her gender identity,

Another told me his father lost a Federal job

and could no longer pay his tuition,

This semester they wrote paragraphs with pen in hand,

in order to find their own voice,

and not use AI as an automatic knee jerk reflex,

and I taught double negatives, run-on sentences and fragments, because they are juniors and seniors and had not learned it,

and they are not stupid,

and I told them they had to be bilingual

and use the King’s English in a job interview,

one left school because her boyfriend beat her up,

she returned in 3 weeks and got a B.

This semester, no one failed,

everyone took their final exam,

4 earned an A,

3 earned a B,

2 earned a C,

no one plagiarized an assignment,

and I call that a success.

This morning I will turn in grades,

and I feel sad that life is so hard,

that we all experience loss and hardship

at the worst of times,

that some won’t graduate,

that some didn’t care enough to do their assignments

and come to class.

But I embrace all life as it is

and give thanks to God

for His unfailing love.

This morning I am thankful for those who finished,

for those who will graduate,

for those who persisted through it all

to do their best,

and I am thankful

that I found

my calling.

cfblack, 11-24-25

Fly, my daughter

November 23, 2025

Fly, my spirit daughter,

fly to the heights of heaven,

Fly throughout God’s universe,

Converse with other souls of light,

Use your powers to help us here,

We are the feeble ones.

There are things we do not understand,

Worlds we cannot see,

You now fly with the ancestors,

Blessed be, blessed be.

cfblack, 11-23-25

ancestor from Wales

November 14, 2025

An ancestor of mine born in Bala, Wales, Owen Owens 1746-1861, became an ordained Baptist minister in Washington County, Kentucky, but he & his wife left the church due to their refusal to participate in slavery. (Refusal of their church to not participate in slavery “after much discussion”)

His traits mentioned were being of good morals, an “uncommonly small man” with a noble soul. He is my 5th great-grandfather, ancestor to Cora Belle Owens, my great-grandmother who married Alexander Reid in southern Indiana.

We are not the same

November 7, 2025

I write things down that I’ve done each day,
so that I know
I accomplished something.
Season 5, Only Murders in the Building,
Martin Short’s narcissism and
Steve Martin’s cooky-ness
make me laugh.
2-mile walk,
note houses for sale,
heat up tuna casserole,
very little reading,
avoided composing final reviews,
felt overwhelmed with life

laid down, twice today,
closing my eyes, I think of you,
and cry,
while my husband watches loud TV shows on his laptop
in the living room,
for the entire day.

cfblack 11-7-25