I’m afraid

September 24, 2024

I’m afraid we’ll go further backward

before we go forward,

I’m afraid we are destroying the earth,

I’m afraid that people are filling with hatred,

the war will escalate beyond control,

I’m afraid of persecution, and people believing

a liar’s lies, a racist rant,

The lies blame everyone but himself,

convince people our friends are enemies,

breathe tension into an already polluted air,

because WEALTH is drowning out compassion,

and people believe anything said to them

without thinking for themselves.

I’m afraid of corruption, and altering the vote,

afraid of coral reefs being destroyed,

afraid for the loss of clean water and air,

National Parks, and wildlife refuge.

but a candle shines more brightly

when LIT in darkness,

Love beats more strongly

when surrounded by hate,

No matter if liars try to breed hatred,

the reality is that we are ONE,

We are ONE people, We have ONE homeland,

We all say prayers to ONE God above,

“This is FAITH, to walk where there is no path,

to breathe where there is no air,”**

I will care for animals that cross my path,

I will reach out to humans who are hurting,

I will do my best to keep a candle lit,

even while hurricane winds are blowing.

cfblack 9-24-24

“Hurricane” Debby haiku

August 6, 2024

A dark clouds morning,
only lightly dripping rain,
Debby came to visit.

Enough is enough

July 13, 2024

If anything keeps me up at night

besides worrying about my kids,

it’s worrying I haven’t done enough,

no matter how much I did.

Enough connecting,

making friends,

caring for someone in need,

enough praying,

painting, reading,

texting grandkids,

But who decides, what is enough?

what if I’ve done what I could?

I HAVE done SOMETHING, even if small,

We are not perfect,

we don’t have to do it all,

and I may need to learn

what’s enough relaxation?

enough free time,

for just being me,

staying in tune with my own body

and doing what it needs,

taking more time for other things

— and enough time for SLEEP.

I love you all

July 7, 2024

Dear peoples of the world,

I love you all.

I love the different shades of us,

all the different ways of us,

those who worship, those who don’t,

those who eat meat, those who won’t,

mothers nursing their newly born,

old ones who won’t leave their homes,

North South East and West,

which part of the world do you love best?

The tropics, where it’s always warm,

or Northern lands of ice and snow,

Dark brown, cinnamon, tan, and light,

Blue eyes, Brown eyes, looking bright,

Let’s stop the madness, stop the games,

End the needless suffering,

End the wars and children’s cries,

End the never ending lies,

Our leaders left it up to us,

WE must come together, at all costs,

What is more powerful than greed or fear?

LOVE and COMPASSION for all you see, and hear.

Surnames ancestry

June 30, 2024

These are the origins of surnames found in my family tree, as of today. I did not know how heavily ENGLISH I was until doing this research, which I’ve been working on for many years, probably nearly 20 years now. This is actual research and not my DNA report. The DNA report is similar, but not this heavily British. What this means is, with having such heavily Western European, particularly ENGLISH heritage, my ancestors settled parts of Jamestown, VA; were one of the first 3 families to settle the area of Connecticut; and lived in Goochland VA, Henrico County VA, and other such places. NO ONE in South Carolina, but all those back into the 1600s in the north also owned slaves and dealt harshly with Native peoples. I will continue to study them, have only touched the surface, really, of those stories.

names

THE WINNER: England: 46     (3- Isle of Wight, VA).  Adams, Alsop, Aylet, Bird, Brigham, Butterworth, Bybee, Cary, Chalfont, Chesebrough, Cox (Cocke), Craddock, Denison, Easum, Edwards, Farrar, Hawkes, Hill, Jacquelin, King, Lorde (from Wikitree!); Marsead, Marshall, Mason, Matthew, Montague, Moore, Perrin, Reynolds, Richardson, Richford, Rushall, Stanton, Stevenson, Strowder, Taylor, Thompson, Towne, Turner, Wade, Walker, Walton, Whitehead.    

2nd place: Scotland:         16                    Agnew, Alexander, Barnett, Bryson, Cardie, Cunningham, Henderson, Henry, Hunter, Lackey, Lemonds, McKean, McKenzie, Mitchell, Reade. 

3rd: Ireland:            15                    Barnett, Beckett, Buchanon, Caldwell, Edminston, Glass, Loftis, Martin, McCann, Phillips, Reid, Riley, Ryan, Seafoam, Thomas.

4th: Germany:          7                    Bruner, Gah, Klinck, Ribelin (Reiblin, Ribley), Shelling, Smith, Sturm

Honorable mention:

Wales:             4                      Owen, Owens, Verch Rhys, Williams  

Sweden           3                      Laicans, Larsdotter, Svensson 

France:            1                    Brashear

Separately

June 18, 2024

Separately, we go to bed,
you 500 miles away,
while summer insects trill and sing,
dogs bark at the night.
It’s 1am, we both will sleep,
tomorrow you come home;
it’s always hard to turn out the light
and go to bed alone.

cfblack, 6-18-2024

ancestors from Wales

June 2, 2024

Two different families, OWEN and OWENS. With further research, who knows, they may be related, but here is what I found:

Sarah Sally Owen married Thomas Reid. Sarah Sally Owen’s ancestor from Wales, Harry Thomas Owen, came from Llanfyllin, which is in Montgomery County, a mid-section of Wales but still nearer to the northern part than southern. Llanfyllin is the name of a “hundred” which is like a township of that county.

Thomas Reid’s GRANDSON was my great-grandfather, Alexander Reid. Their son, Charles, marries Cora Belle Owens, whose ancestor from Wales was named Owen Thomas Owens, b.1746 in Pentraeth, Wales. Pentraeth is off the NW coast of Wales on a large island of Anglesey.

where the places are:

Pentraeth upper NW:

Llanfyllin, Montgomeryshire is in the upper part of the red county below:

Eclipse

April 8, 2024

Moon steps in front of Sun,

Insects flit about wildly,

Doing their own dance,

Sensing the magic

In the heavens up above.

Haiku for the eclipse in SC:

In the afternoon

Sun is dancing with the Moon

A slight shadowing.

Easter morning

March 31, 2024

My parents made it fun,

the chocolate and eggs

in a basket beside our bed.

It was second to Christmas in our house.

We colored eggs the day before,

a family time of celebrating

colors, design, new creations,

a custom from Mesopotamia,

where Christians dyed eggs the color RED,

to symbolize the blood of Jesus.

There is also the symbol of the EGG,

Springtime, rebirth, new beginnings,

the Pagan goddess, Eostre, worshipped the Sun,

a time of warmth, the end of Winter,

a turning of the Earth.

I don’t mind connections to

ancient times,

Our humanness unites us,,

Christians, take notice, the renewal of faith,

the coming of Christ, return of the Spirit,

the Message reborn again, and again,

the Sun rises on the horizon

at a different point from yesterday,

the same Sun, the only One,

who created us all from dust.

cfblack, 3-31-2024

Sunrise on a hazy morning over a canola field, July 9, 2013. A single shot with the Canon 5D MkII and 200mm lens with 1.4x Extender.

Siblings

March 23, 2024

Sometimes I imagine

my brother’s still alive,

he did not die of liver disease,

and he was never homeless,

I imagine him healthy, I imagine him, whole,

being the big brother he wanted to be.

I also imagine

the four of us, friends,

posing for a picture together,

laughing because, we never get it right,

one of us not smiling, or turning our head,

Boy, girl, girl, boy,

16 years from start to end,

We are all getting older now,

We don’t have much time, to lose.

It’s just the 3 of us now,

In the end, we all walk the path, we choose.

cfblack, 3-24-2024