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memories of COLD

November 5, 2010

I grew up in the plains area of Indiana. Wind whips across those straight, flat cornfields in Winter like nothing you’ve ever felt before. Highways close because snow drifts so bad it closes the highway. Snow is no respector of roads cars need to drive on. It also causes “snow blindness” which is when snow is blowing so hard that you cannot see through it. You become literally blind. Most snows are not this bad; it depends on the wind and the amount of snow. Temperatures also make a difference. Getting cold enough to snow is not the entire snow story. When it is JUST cold enough to snow, it actually feels WARM — something like 30 degrees. At those temperatures, the snow melts fast. It also packs into a good, hard snowball which can be like getting hit with solid rock. The colder the temps., though, the less the snow packs well. It is too dry and fluffy to pack. Not good for snowman building or fort building, not good for snowball fights. Besides that, you turn blue with cold when you’re outside too long, in the really cold weather.

As a kid, I would be dressed in numerous layers of clothes and boots, and sent outside to play for hours. We had a blast just playing in our front and back yards, making snow angels, making a snowman, digging and building a “fort” and crawling in it, hiding under the pine tree in our front yard, sledding down the small hill on the side of our yard, or sledding with friends at a larger park.

One winter I was sledding with a good friend at the Country Club hill. This was a huge hill, great for sledding a long, long distance down. We were going down on a round disc, turning around as we went, when my friend’s brother decided to THROW his sled right out in front of us! He was a young boy trying to do something “funny”. It was not funny and knocked me out unconscious. I must have been thrown. It is the only time in my life I woke up with a circle of concerned faces looking down at me. My friend and I walked to her house which was not far, and I don’t think I ever told my parents about the incident. (The only other time in my life I was knocked unconscious was with the SAME girlfriend at the same park, when we had the brilliant idea to ride our bikes down a black tar hill right next to this sledding hill. I did a somersault off my bike, head first forward, and woke up in a few minutes.)

The year we lived in Michigan was my ice skating year. On Saturday mornings, I would go early and try to be the first one on the ice, which was actually a frozen pond or lake. I loved to watch the guy in the machine out cleaning the ice to make it smooth. I would walk to the place to skate, which was a good distance in itself. I was always cold when I arrived and looked forward to the hot chocolate inside the building where we would rent our skates.

My snow memories include more than once being literally “snowed in” for days. Being snowed in means you cannot go outside — like “AT ALL”. You are stuck inside your house. Hopefully you have enough food for a few days. If so, then it really becomes a wonderful, cozy time of family togetherness. I mean that. During those times, their schools would close, we would watch movies or more often choose one game which then turned into a tournament for 4-5 days. For example, Monopoly championships; Euchre; or just simple games of UNO. Those are also some of the rare times when we put an entire jigsaw puzzle together. I remember one year we did 3 of them. Some of my best memories are during those times, being stuck in the house with all my kids (and husband). We would cooperatively dig ourselves a path to get out eventually, with snow shovels, and help dig the neighbors out as well. Depending on where you live, you have to wait longer or shorter times for the snow plows to get to you, so you can actually DRIVE somewhere.

Cold is truly cold, up north. You can lose fingers and toes if they become frostbit. I remember one time my husband and I, being young with no working car, decided to walk downtown to get on a bus to get somewhere else. The walk was SO COLD, our fingers went numb, and we had GLOVES ON. That is below zero weather.

When we lived across from Purdue stadium, it made no sense for me to drive to campus, since I could walk in the same amount of time. But the walk was about a mile, to get from our house to where I would attend or teach a class, as a grad student. I walked, & became used to wearing my LONG winter coat which went below my knees; warm gloves; and a scarf which wrapped across my face (to protect my nose), around the back of my furry hood which was also over my head, and then tied again in front. I was SO WARM, it worked very well.

The nice thing about these stories is that they actually are just memories. Today the high in South Carolina is 59 and lows tonight in the mid-30s, and they think they are cold. This is not cold.

writing a chapter5

October 15, 2010

This feels exactly like when I had to sit down and just start writing my dissertation. You just have to start writing. The rest will come. It is the most excruciating thing. I worked ALL DAY YESTERDAY in my office!! No one else around. It is October break.

There is a breeze today on a day of absolutely rare beauty. All I want to do is go out there and walk around the lake somewhere. I did walk around our pond. Couldn’t figure out what was so great about this day, then realized there is actually a nice BREEZE. Almost felt like the wind off of Lake Michigan, in Chicago.

midterms and walk by the pond

October 9, 2010

Grading mid terms for 4 classes, including essay questions which I refuse not to give them, because they need to learn to WRITE, and write CLEARLY. I give the last one Monday night. Almost done grading the other 3.

Took a long walk around the pond today, saw something I had never seen. Somehow the sun was so bright, the air so still, I could view the fish, large and small, swimming near the bank, clear as a bell. The large fish just “sit” very still, in the water. Maybe they wait for a small fish to go by their mouth and just grab it. Didn’t see any frogs, though I heard just a few over at the one end where the water doesn’t move at all. Didn’t see any turtles. The water level is quite low, there is mud all around. Appreciate the sun still brightly shining and warming the day up to about 80 degrees in October….. Still love where I live.

A few kids were fishing off the dock at the picnic table area. Our neighbors’ two dogs both barked at different times today, irritating the hell out of Al and I. (If we had a screened-in porch, we couldn’t sit out back and enjoy it. Neighbors leave their dogs out there and let them bark at every fly that comes around.)

Our son seems to have perhaps risen above a quite low point he was in the other night. I hope it lasts. Life is hard. Always a challenge, always a mystery.

hunting season

October 9, 2010

This morning I awoke to sounds of guns or rifles going off in the woods behind our house. I think it is deer season. Our next-door neighbors have 3 boys & one little girl. They have been seen dragging deer hunting paraphenalia into the woods near here. Makes me afraid to go walking near my own house.

I have total respect for taking the life of an animal who can provide needed food and warmth to people when they need it. I’m not such a fan of hunting for sport. But even that, I can put up with, as long as they’re not skinning the hide off some animal in the backyard next to mine.

But I have very little faith in the wisdom of deer hunters during deer season. It’s such a man-thing to have to bring in the deer catch of the day. They take risks they shouldn’t take. Do you really trust them not to take unnecessary risks, when it could mean their getting their one deer for the season? I don’t. People are stupid, male pride is involved, and competition within families. Makes me very nervous.

pond after a month without rain

September 20, 2010

It is sinking lower and lower. There is a foot or two of mud, after the grass and before the water. Down by the bridge, where the water never moves much anyway, it is beginning to smell. Along the edges, you can now see some of the plant life below the surface, as it is not deep there. There are still some toads at night, hopping toward the water, still some dragonflies, but the loud singing at night has stopped. There are still sounds but they are less rowdy and joyful, more muddled. Summer is gradually leaving, though we still have highs in the 90s in late September! Nights are getting down to the low 60s. There is one gray, large or medium bird (depending on what other bird you compare it to) who still flies across the pond away from any human being when you go walking. Compared to a large white heron, it is small. Compared to any sort of robin or mocking bird, it is very large. I don’t know what it is.

And we really need RAIN. A lot of it, and more than once please.

September air

September 7, 2010

The air is changing. It is still hot during the day, so much so that I turn up the air conditioning (such as it is) in my office. Still hitting 90 in the afternoon. But not for long.

I do not feel much desire to swim in the pool anymore. The water is shivering cold from the cooler night air, which is getting down to the 60s. And it just feels . . . like fall. Kids are all in school, football games are going on, the days are shorter, late afternoon shade covers the pool if I am there past 4.

Dragonflies flit all around the pond, shimmering past you as you walk around it, never lighting on a human being. They are more interested in mosquitos and whatever other little bugs there are near the water. Our little toad who lives in our front yard garden still scurries across the front porch when I come home and jumps into the sandy dirt near the front yard bushes. Lately I’ve noticed humming birds at the neighbor’s feeder. The cranes have left our pond, not sure why. There was a large white one and smaller blue one but they’ve gone. Hawks still swoop and soar high above. Small turtles enjoy the late summer sun, perching on small logs and sticks in the water. I still love where we live.

I bought 2 book cases for $15. each, which add a final touch to the living room. Still need a kitchen table.

I have revised my book once again through chapter 1. Will concentrate on finishing it tomorrow and hopefully get it off to a German publisher who wants it. Cross your fingers. I want to be done with this one.

water mocassin

August 12, 2010

Walking around the pond yesterday I came upon a black snake with yellow design markings all along the top of it, laying across the sidewalk facing the pond. It was about 2 feet long. It MAY have been a poisonous water mocassin! I didn’t think too much of it, walked around to the back of it and avoided its gaze. I made it a point not to get too close to it…..

poetry downtown Columbia

July 9, 2010

So, I’m not writing in here much because it’s a grandkids summer and the 2 oldest are here now. Last night we took them to a “Street Poetry” reading in downtown Columbia, supposed to start at 6pm, finally got rolling around 8pm & went on for 2 hours. The heat was INDESCRIBABLE with highs over 100 during the day, heat index who knows where? This was an outside poetry reading on a public downtown street. Very interesting. VERY HOT. The sweat was rolling down my neck & back, & my hair literally looked like I just came out of the pool. Raven about melted. He asked me if he could return to air conditioning. The bagel shop was open & giving out free water.

Our 9-yr-old grandson Caspian totally got into it and went to the mic and recited his poem, “Don’t yell at me!” which he did at school. The crowd totally loved it.

We stopped by the hotel where our son works as a valet & then went home and got in the pool after 10pm. It was heaven. Having a neighborhood pool that is cared for by the Neighborhood Assoc. & we have access to 24/7 is pretty much as close to heaven as you can get.

June 29, 2010

June 29, 2010

This summer, I have had a new baby granddaughter born, rec’d news of my 1st publication, sent my book to a publisher (big day!), and my husband and I each got a new vehicle. We are in debt up to our elbows. But we pretty much had to do it. I had a Dodge neon w/ 160,000 miles on it. Never had any major problem with the car. It’s a cheap little car, not rated well, and for me, I nearly cried when I had to give it up. Loved that little car and it got 30 mpg! Now I have a gold Ford Fusion ’07 with 17,000 miles on it. So far it’s getting 25 mpg. Loved putting my Purdue alumni license plate on that gold car. My hubby got a pick up truck, something he’s wanted for 20+ yrs. This is the only way we’ll continue to drive to Indiana to see grandkids & his parents.

My big thing is a budget, paying our bills, keeping track of everything & cooking from the diabetic cookbook I got at Leah’s. We now have to make this budget work, there is no other option, whether or not we are traveling, at the beach, wherever or whatever.

Have been taking 40 min. walks 5 days/week again. Age is creeping up on my body. It’s not wanted, it is necessary at this point, to keep the joints active & limber.

Have had consistent 100 degree days. No such thing as a day without sunshine here. Take a walk at noon & you feel like you can’t breathe, come in and your clothes are soaked.

I am heading into a month of travel back & forth to Indiana & totally immersed in grandkids. I really need to work a LOT more, but the main goal of book-to-publisher is ACCOMPLISHED. Fall 2010 semester will soon sneak up and hit me like a bomb.

oil spill unacceptable

May 18, 2010

The oil “spill” which is still spewing thousands of gallons of oil PER DAY into our beloved ocean and killing precious, irreplaceable wildlife, and shutting down fishing boat after fishing boat for perhaps even generations, is COMPLETELY UNACCEPTABLE and UNNECESSARY. I don’t care what the reason is, it is unacceptable.

If we set this up with even the POSSIBILITY of this happening, it is unacceptable. If people KNEW of the risks and went ahead with it, or as reported, knew of the risks and convinced others to bypass prevention efforts that would have saved us from this catastrophe, then they are responsible before God and should have their millions stripped away from them. Let them work in the fields or cleaning the highways in an orange jumpsuit for the rest of their lives, and then go to the next world and answer to God for what they did.

We can do better than this. We can demand better than this. We only have ONE Earth. When does she come first? When does greed come last? It is time that each one of us, in our personal lives and collectively, claim our identities are Guardians of the Earth. Put protection of her first. How would we then live? Would the millionaires make a little less money? Would we have to give up a little of our comfortable air conditioning? Would we be forced to look for clean alternatives to energy? All a plus. Fine with me. The time for excuses is overwith! We may be the last generation that has some choice in the matter. Burying our heads in the sand is no longer acceptable. The earth is changing, and precious resources among us today may all be gone tomorrow. Living, breathing resources. (Including ourselves, by the way.) We wouldn’t treat a dog the way we treat the Earth. She is beyond the point of suffering, and could be at the point of no return, or dying.

Certainly, the wildlife, shrimp, seafood and animals surrounding this gushing oil of thousands of gallons per day will be dying for generations to come, and they haven’t even figured out a way yet to stop the gushing!! Are you kidding me? There is no excuse in the world for this tragedy, and it lies on all of us.

On my walk today, I was amazed at the wildlife seen in such a short time. We live in a housing edition, houses close together, neighborhood association, the whole bit. Yet we are surrounded by woods, close to a lake, and have a large pond that sustains much life in itself, which empties in small amounts into a creek and the lake.

On my walk today, I saw a grey-blue, medium-sized heron fly back and forth across the pond from my disturbance. Numerous large turtles near the surface quickly scrambled away from my presence, diving to the murky depths below the pond surface. One had to quickly move over the top of a log before it could dive to safety. For once, I caught a glimpse of a large fish about as long as a yardstick. They usually stay further from the banks.

The normal gray squirrels scurry about in the grass. Not as many of them as we would see up north. A bunny rabbit coming toward me turned and jumped into the woods. Various birds singing, annoying little gnats sometimes in a cloud of flurry, a few dragonflies.

Back yards in my neighborhood serve basically one purpose: keeping the dog inside the fence. Almost everyone has a dog. Most have two. No one’s back yard is pretty, they are all a lot of rocks and dirt with some grass. No one waters their back yard, though many care for their front yards. Flowers are ALWAYS in bloom. It is currently summer. It’s been summer for a few weeks now, with mornings in the mid-60s but highs in the mid-80s. Soon it will be real mid-summer here, and air conditioning will run all day long. For now, we can open windows at night. Night-time, the toads come out and night songs of creatures unknown fill the air.

This little ec0-system here, completely ongoing and dependent upon one another’s presence, and we have the unconsciounable AUDACITY to pump oil into a much larger system without taking the necessary precautions, due to our insistent, insatiable GREED and impatience?? Absolutely horrific. We are the only ones with the capacity to protect the earth from ourselves. These creatures, and the ecosystem which WE TOO are dependent upon, is completely defenseless against us. We destroy ourselves.